This song fucks me up so hard, i think its like 4 years the last time i listened to, now it feels like a chainsaw going through my chest, i have so much love and pain in my heart and mind but i cant share it because she hates me and ignores me so hard, thats the only thing worst in pain than this song or keane’s songs like Hamburg song or Atlantic.
I would do ANYTHING to just see her again… just see her AGAIN…
"Will you see me in the end Or is it just a waste of time
Just shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light Shine a light on my life Warm me up again
Say a word or two to brighten my day”
I still have the light… tiny light in my heart… of hope that we will be together again and forever, i changed.. i promise you.. i really did, i just want you to be the happiest person on earth, to live for you, i remember all the time you were sad.. i was always there for you.. to make you happy, when i see that smile in your face because of the love i feel for you.. its just the best thing on earth.. the best feeling that a man could have.. a man? A PERSON CAN FEEL.
I remember when we were for each other in the worst moments of our life, when your dog died you were devastated, so SAD, not even wish to live anymore, i was sad too because if i couldnt make you feel happy again.. then i was the worst boyfriend ever, but i never left you alone since that happened in the meaning that i tryied to be with you all the time, looking into your wet eyes saying that everything its gonna be alright, that i wont leave you alone… EVER. You turned to get stronger and stronger with the help of our LOVE and support of your lovely family that is in my heart and it will be for all the eternity, sometimes you remember your doggy but i always was there to bite your cheeck and leave a smile on your face. I really miss sleeping with you and huging all the night till the other day,
"I meet you in the morning when you wake
I meet you in the morning when you wake”.
Then amazing moments came all the time but i remember the best one, meeting your amazing family (pela’s), crazy and lovely family that it needed only one day to love them and them to love me.. it was unique.. i remember they lasts words with me.. “We will see you next year”.. today i still think how i failed them.. all your entire family.
Afterwards or before that one of the loves of my life (doggy) died, you were with me there as i was with you when yours passed out, i was so so so so so so so so so sad but i remember that i had you in my arms and it suppress that sadness. A few months ago my other doggy died… all of you can say “but she was there for you fortunately”, nope.. we separate each other and i was alone already sad and my doggy dies….. Nights i cryied.. the hugs that i needed from you.. the LOVE that it was missing in my arms and side. I remember saying goodbye to him in my own house.. THE NEED OF CALLING YOU WITH THE PHONE AND PLEASE ASK YOU TO COME BY AND HUG YOU TILL THE OTHER WEEK.
Please “vaquita” tell me how to tell you THAT IF YOU ARE NOT BY MY SIDE I PERISH IN MY MIND FOR EVER. THE ONLY TIME IM HAPPY IS WHEN IM ASLEEP BECAUSE I ALWAYS.. im not joking.. all the nights i dream about you with me and hugging each other.. but when i wake up im the most miserable man in the earth. Please tell me how i have to do for you to understand that i cant live with you.. BUT MOST IMPORTANT THAT WE NEED EACH OTHER BECAUSE OUR LOVE IS UNIQUE, OUR LOVE IS SO HAPPY BECAUSE WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER SO EASILY, WE LOVE THE SAME THINGS AND I KNOW THAT I CANT FIND ANOTHER PIPUNINA IN THIS SAD WORLD. WHAT I HAVE TO DO FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON THIS EARTH ONCE AGAIN, AND YOU WILL LOVE IT. WE WOULD LOVE EACH OTHER SO HARD FOR EVER.
Te amo con todo mi corazon titi, te extraño con la vida a vos y a la lolita, mis 2 bellezas.
Hope you read this, but pls if you read this and you ignore it.. dont get mad or something.. dont unfollow me.. im just telling the world how i love you with all my humanity, this could possibly get you angry but i wont surrender for anything in this world, if you read this and you ignore it.. i’ll continue writing more everyday or week. I L O V E Y O U C H A N C H I.
i hope you to read it and come shouting to me… “PLEASE I WANNA SEE YOU, WE CAN LIVE FOREVER TOGETHER”